Gosh Jeff. Prayers help and I will be sending them your way and asking others to do the same. I have seen and experienced miracles of prayer. Here they come.
Good people sleep peaceably in their beds at night only because rough men stand ready to do violence on their behalf.
Courage and perserverance have a magical talisman; before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish into the air.
Pick your company wisely! Hang around people who are going to help you become all God created you to be.