Well, just the fact that I in essence repeated my first post probably best underlines how screwed up I am!
(Actually, I thought I had deleted it).
Seriously, thank you all for your kind words, you have no idea how important they are to me. That should give you some idea how high I value your comments and opinions. Of course two or three cases of Sam Adams have been known to make me a tad more normal
. (I can only admit that now that Fran is gone!).
Again, thank you and God Bless each of you. I wasn't even going to share this info with you but I figured Hell, if you can't share with family, who can you share with? Though some of you may feel otherwise, I assure you that each of you are family, whether or not we may agree on certain issues or not.
God Bless you all and I so hope I'm there for you when you need someone as well. If you wish to remain anonymous, just PM me.
Love to All,