Ray, I am going to be one of the selfish ones and beg you NOT to go!
! I don't know what we'd do without you for 100 days!
My own feelings set aside, I say follow your gut feelings. It it appeals to you, DO IT! If you're looking for reasons not to do it, that probably means that in your heart of hearts you don't really want to. In that case, do something else.
We're your Cruise Mates family here, and we stand behind you and beside you, whatever your decision!