I do want you to get your condition under control.
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From what I have read, hypnotherapy is very effective if you get a good hypnotherapist. Just make sure you go to someone who knows what they are doing. That was my problem with the biofeedback. I was in clinical trials for a rare illness. People did not really know what they were doing with some of the stuff....