I think that is a question only you can answer. Has your family situation stabilized or changed such that you are comfortable returning to sea? Do you need to contribute to your family income? Can you do that better from land or sea? Are you physically safer at sea?
Best of luck in making your decision.
All I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by; John Masefield
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