awwww im sorry. well i havent had much in the way of boyfriends. either. one for a week in freshman year. one for 3 months freshman year except he emotional abused me. so i dont know what i was doing with him. it was a really scary relationship and ive been nervous toget involved every since. everything taught what not to do with a relationship but it still freaks me out. thats why i resort to just liking guys and not going farther.